The Wholeness

Good morning.
Yesterday, it was one of those days which an American would call Indian-summer. Today the sky is heavy and leaden. A little colder than yesterday.
Weather is just a meteorological phenomenon, but it seems to have strong relationship with our physico-mental states. On days like today we are apt to feel depressed or an old injury aches. My son used to develop the symptom of asthma before a typhoon came. My mother recently feels numbness in her legs especially when the weather is nasty.
On these occasions... I cannot but think that we are controlled beyond our conscious mind. We think we are a creature of brain. But actually we cannot be separated from nature. Brain is just a part of it.
This is the moment I feel I can take a peek into The wholeness. But it is always some distance away...