Acceptance

There are some words in English that I somehow like;
"Bleak", "sanguine", "oblivion", "upset", "crazy", "chronological", "serendipitous", "clink", "jingle", "catastrophe" "apocalyptic"... to name some. When I read a book and stumble upon one of these words, it looks to me as if it is shining or written boldfaced. I don't know why.
Also, when I feel I could describe exactly my feeling or emotions with one word or phrase, I definitely get to like the word. "Vivid", "nightmare", "get through with", "have it out"... I could continue forever.
I am losing my interest in "improving" with my ability. But just finding out these words and sometimes using them are my furtive pleasure that I want to treasure as long as I am sane^^