Never ask too much

Working on the worldly things in planning the new house, smeared with vulgar, secular and mundane lust and vanity I sometimes feel an irresistible urge for throwing all it away. It seems like draining what little energy I reserve for thinking about "heavenly^^" things. All the process has brought it home to me that I love "general idea or concept" and not the meticulous detail.
But most of the time I enjoy the work... OK, perhaps I'm asking too much.