Condemned to be free

What a great day! A day for me to do nothing, perfectly nothing.... but to write this. Freedom... I hope it will not turn into boredom any soon.
Maybe I'll go jog to the park or read John Updike or both. I can do it if I like, I don't have to if I don't like. "Man is condemned to be free. (人間は自由の刑に処せられている）" is the word by Sartre. We may not know what we want to do. Really. One moment we want to do this but next moment we want another thing to do. We may be just filling up our time. We need a quantum leap in thought to get out of this.